Hideyoshikino

Hello ! I haven't been active on this account. I bet you're like, "ON THIS ACCOUNT? WHATEVER DO U MEAN?!?!" Yes, I have another account. What is it? What's the name? I'll give it to you! Here we go: pop! There we go! I have set up a donation box and I would love it if I could get some donations! Requests are closed, and are only for close friends. Commisions are open, Kiribans are closed for now, Art Trades: Ask me~!, anything else will be shown on my other account! Here's a photo example, and art example from that channel. P.S, if you donate points, you could get art like this!

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Be sure to check out my other channel, , for more on the donation box, and more stuff like THAT !

, the banners, all credit for them goes to

I switched accounts. This one isn't in use very much. It's my drawing channel. I will post drawings. This account is mainly out of use. If you'd like to know my new account name, so you can check it out, comment below, asking for the name. I will send you a message with the name in it.

Please note that the other channel you will request is my photography channel, so there isn't much art.

Many people tell me that they want to learn to draw anime. I thank them and tell them, "It's harder than it looks!" But behind that, is a side of me that you wouldn't know. Behind those words, is a whole other world, that is yet to be discovered- or should I say, "was" yet to be discovered? Today, I tell you why, I, started drawing anime.

          First of all, I was intrigued by the art, and found it jaw-dropping. I had high-hopes of becoming just like those big-name artists. Just like everyone, right? And so, my journey set off- 3 years of hard work, drawing, and tears. When I realize and look back on those years, I think, "Wow, if it weren't for my hopes and the people encouraging me, I wouldn't be drawing!"

        Not only that, but if people abruptly stopped cheering me on or started criticizing my anime, I would try to fix it, and if all else failed, I would stop drawing...Most likely, anyways.

        Then, last year, my urge to get a deviantart account skyrocketed, and I got one. With that account, I favorited art, uploaded some of my own, and such. Thanks to the few I've met on deviantart, I've become better at drawing, and the comments encourage me to work harder! Thanks!

      And now, this year, I still think of everyone who helped me. Everything I see is inspiration. Once, a friend was crying and felt the whole world was against her. It gave me an idea, and I drew a drawing of a girl, lonely, with the words, "Lonely in this world, my hands shaking with fear, wondering, when will I be noticed?", on it! She felt so much better the next day when I showed it to her. I'm happy I made her day. Friends ask me for requests and drawings everyday. It's been such a miracle that I've gotten this far!

     But when I look back on it all, I realized something. I realize that I don't have many traits that people can praise me, or look up to me with. I'm just a regular person, with hopes of being noticed someday. And beings nobody could look up to me, or praise me, because I was so boring, I believed (And still do) this: That was a huge help. If it weren't for losing everything, (friends), I wouldn't be drawing. Bad things do come to a success if you take action! I wanted something to gain back my power, and I felt so lonely. I wanted people to realize I was bigger than some person being pushed around...I wanted to be the leader of the castle, and win every battle. I wanted people to see I had power! I had barely any friends, and that bugged me. People push me around, and I needed that to end. When I realized that I had enough of crying all my life, and that it was time I better fight back for myself, something sparked- and that was creativity!

         In the end, all that bullying led me to greater things. If those people didn't push me around all my life, and bugging me, I probably wouldn't be drawing. I wish for the best for them, and I hope they know I won the final battle, and the leader returns to their kingdom of fans! I know that I can win my battles, and be looked up to because of drawing, and if I couldn't draw, I wouldn't be anything other than a regular person. Thank you anime. Thank you fans. Thank you bullies. Thank you deviantart. Thank you, me. Thank you, fans....